12月30号是我AUSMAT成绩放榜的那一天。原本打算和朋友们一起熬夜check成绩，谁知12月29日大约傍晚时分，我就收到消息说成绩已经出炉了。带着忐忑不安的心情查了成绩，96.8，还不错嘛！我终于可以飞了！真是谢天谢地！但是最开心的还不是这个。当我听到欣静说她能飞的好消息，我真是为她感到开心，连我的心都在笑了。欣静万岁！=）
拿到成绩，有人欢喜，有人悲哀。能飞的，我当然为他们感到开心。不能飞的，我听了，也不知该说些什么。想安慰安慰他们，却怕自己说太多，说错话，把情况弄得更糟。咳。。
很快的，明年1月6日，German bound 的朋友们就要离开马来西亚了。原本打算在他们飞之前，大家来开心地聚一聚，但知道一些朋友飞不到后，我简直就是没心情了。
一大早起床，想到的就只有他人的成绩。外面下着滂沱大雨，原本心情就没有很好的我，现在就变得更糟了。 在加上妈妈眼睛的小血管有再爆了， 真是令我心情糟透了。我担心她的高血压会严重化，却又不晓得该如何预防，因为她的血压高是遗传的。
咳。。怎么办呢？但愿妈妈会永远健康， 也但愿JPA会大发慈悲之心，帮帮那些飞不到的朋友，因为他们的确是有努力过的。而我呢？也但愿我能尽快恢复原本开朗的我，不再让低落的情绪影响自己。ml 啊ml， 还有很多事情是等着你去做的嘞！
12.30.2010
12.29.2010
Memories of the Past
Before it starts to fade , I should write it down here. I don't know how long it will stay in my mind, but I will never stop it from escaping.
Places with MeMoRiEssSS~
Student house 194~BU 6 Park~One Utama Shopping Mall~MPH Bookstore~Centrepoint~Foodcourt@ATC@Kopitiam~Hostel TV Room~Fauzana Mamak~Starbucks~McD~College library~SS24~Desa Park~KLCC~Malaysia Philharmony Orchestra (MPO)~Station One Cafe~Penang~Kuantan~Kuala Terengganu~Sarawak
Memoriessszz~
Homework~Revision~Music~Songs~Movies~Jokes~Sudoku~News~Lyrics~Scandals
~Badminton~Basketball~Cycling~Jogging~Singing~Sabo-ing~Birthday celebrations~Food~
Coffee~Travelling~World Cup~Orchestra~
I believe there are more, but i can't remember already lu...
Things change when time passes. They might turn to be better or worse and both are equally possible. Nothing is permanent. Let's look forward to the next day to come and see what will happen. ^^
Places with MeMoRiEssSS~
Student house 194~BU 6 Park~One Utama Shopping Mall~MPH Bookstore~Centrepoint~Foodcourt@ATC@Kopitiam~Hostel TV Room~Fauzana Mamak~Starbucks~McD~College library~SS24~Desa Park~KLCC~Malaysia Philharmony Orchestra (MPO)~Station One Cafe~Penang~Kuantan~Kuala Terengganu~Sarawak
Memoriessszz~
Homework~Revision~Music~Songs~Movies~Jokes~Sudoku~News~Lyrics~Scandals
~Badminton~Basketball~Cycling~Jogging~Singing~Sabo-ing~Birthday celebrations~Food~
Coffee~Travelling~World Cup~Orchestra~
I believe there are more, but i can't remember already lu...
Things change when time passes. They might turn to be better or worse and both are equally possible. Nothing is permanent. Let's look forward to the next day to come and see what will happen. ^^
12.26.2010
NS Friends Gathering
Heavy eyes. Bumpy eyes. A little bit of running nose. I'm seriously tired and exhausted due to the inadequacy of sleep. T.T. *deafening thunder and eye-striking lightning* ahahahah!
I am supposed to be just back from Ai Choon's house after staying for another night at her house, but yesterday due to tiredness and some other reasons, I succumbed to the notion of returning to my home sweet home. I miss home.
On the last two days, starting from Christmans eve night, I had been spending all my time with my NS friends coming all the way from Labis, Segamat and Kota Tinggi. We went for X'mas countdown (which we failed to make it on time =p), went to 24hour cafe for supper, went for pak kut teh for breakfast, went for The Gulliver's Travel and last but not least, BBQ @ birthday celebration (komi ethene, yen min, zi cong, ee ven, pei ling)@ farewell party for ME. Touched. *thanks for the card and the CREAM* =)
Worrying for not being able to mingle around with this group of wild and superactive NS friends, in the end, *pheww* I did make it. I can't really say that I can fit into them, but at least, there's less tense when I am together with them compared to last time. I guess it's because i have changed after coming back from KL. I don't really know how to describe the change that have taken place on me, but I'm quite certain of it. I have start to discover who am i and i have learnt how to deal with people who are very different from me and to be more open-minded. When i was hanging out with them, instead of saying stuffs which don't sound like me and make myself so tensed up, i just keep quiet when i don't have anything to say. I listen, I observe and I analyse. I don't need them to purposely say something in order to seek their attention but simply by just listening to their conversation among themselves, i will get entertained. I'm different from the whole group of them in the way how we interact with people. This is the fact but it is more than ALRIGHT! I accepted them as who they are.
In the 2 days 1 night gathering, I tried to understand and unveil the true self of them but i failed. 36 hours time is just too short for me to fully discover a person's character. It's embarassing to say that only a few days ago, then only I start to truly get to know them better. It's even more embarassing to say that my mind was blank when i was asked to write something in their b'day cards. Sorry!
Anyway, whatever it is, i still appreciate them for everything that they have done for me - remembering me as one of the candidates in Kem Pinggiran Pelangi siri 6 kumpulan 2, asking me out for gathering and organising a farewell party for me. Thanks! =)
Somehow, I do feel lucky that I have a lot F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
*sorry, this post is quite a mess. I'm tired.
I am supposed to be just back from Ai Choon's house after staying for another night at her house, but yesterday due to tiredness and some other reasons, I succumbed to the notion of returning to my home sweet home. I miss home.
On the last two days, starting from Christmans eve night, I had been spending all my time with my NS friends coming all the way from Labis, Segamat and Kota Tinggi. We went for X'mas countdown (which we failed to make it on time =p), went to 24hour cafe for supper, went for pak kut teh for breakfast, went for The Gulliver's Travel and last but not least, BBQ @ birthday celebration (komi ethene, yen min, zi cong, ee ven, pei ling)@ farewell party for ME. Touched. *thanks for the card and the CREAM* =)
Worrying for not being able to mingle around with this group of wild and superactive NS friends, in the end, *pheww* I did make it. I can't really say that I can fit into them, but at least, there's less tense when I am together with them compared to last time. I guess it's because i have changed after coming back from KL. I don't really know how to describe the change that have taken place on me, but I'm quite certain of it. I have start to discover who am i and i have learnt how to deal with people who are very different from me and to be more open-minded. When i was hanging out with them, instead of saying stuffs which don't sound like me and make myself so tensed up, i just keep quiet when i don't have anything to say. I listen, I observe and I analyse. I don't need them to purposely say something in order to seek their attention but simply by just listening to their conversation among themselves, i will get entertained. I'm different from the whole group of them in the way how we interact with people. This is the fact but it is more than ALRIGHT! I accepted them as who they are.
In the 2 days 1 night gathering, I tried to understand and unveil the true self of them but i failed. 36 hours time is just too short for me to fully discover a person's character. It's embarassing to say that only a few days ago, then only I start to truly get to know them better. It's even more embarassing to say that my mind was blank when i was asked to write something in their b'day cards. Sorry!
Anyway, whatever it is, i still appreciate them for everything that they have done for me - remembering me as one of the candidates in Kem Pinggiran Pelangi siri 6 kumpulan 2, asking me out for gathering and organising a farewell party for me. Thanks! =)
Somehow, I do feel lucky that I have a lot F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
*sorry, this post is quite a mess. I'm tired.
12.24.2010
Wonderful holidays
While a lot of my friends are collecting dust at home, lucky and proud to say that i never have to join them. Since holidays commence, i have a list of to-do-stuffs planning in my mind. Every week, one activity followed by one activity is waiting for me to accomplish them.
From the last update, i had gone for movie "Narnia" together with my buddies - lee cheng, sin yee, tiffany and khan nye (T.T cz lee hoong was not with us). Before going for the movie, we took lunch together at Pizza Hut, as usual and of course, we won't forget to keep each other updated with GOSSIPS while waiting for the time for show. We chatted a lot since we have not been seeing each other for a long time. I'm always myself when I'm hanging out with them and that's what make me feel comfortable when I'm together with them.
Right after the day of having gathering with my buddies, i went to Malacca to meet my KBU friends ( Li Chi, Xing Jing and Yen Shiang) as well as to tour around the city which was once the land of prosperity. It's a four days three nights trip, with Li Chi's "brothers", her mum and herself being either the drivers or tour guides for the entire trip. We visited a lot of historical buildings - the muziums, the church the castles, and we tasted a lot of local delicacies there. Yummy yummy! Talking about food, i can never resist its temptation. I love the food there, especially the satay celup!Another tourist spot which we had paid a visit to for twice (due to the inco-orperative weather) was the Portugese Village. It's a lovely residential area dominated by portugese people and it's definitely a perfect place to celebrate the always-merry-and-cheery X'mas! *jingle bell~jingle bell~jingle all the way~* WOW! i love X'mas!
Finally, it came to yesterday where i went for Yum-Cha with my secondary@primary school classmates - Zhen Ying, Mae and Joanne at Tea Time. Initially, I was worried that I might have no idea on how to start a conversation with them (plus i was extremely sleepy at that time) but glad to say that, eventually it turned up to be a wonderful meet-up. I enjoy chatting with them and before we went our own ways, i received a soft toy - an orange elephant from zhen ying and mae. Hehe! thanks ^^
Gathering ~ Malacca trip ~ Rendezvous ~
SO, what's next?
Today is X'mas eve. My Nasional Service Camp friends from Labis, Kota Tinggi and Bentong are coming to Kuantan. haha! Yea! it's time for gathering again! but OH NOOOOOooo.... I'm gonna be sprayed like crazy tonight. Spare me pleasezzzzz~OR anyone wants to save me? =p Die lo....
I'm looking forward to the gathering with my NS friends but i can't help letting the shred of worry to spoil my excitement. The same concern I have for every gathering. I'm afraid I can't get into the mood of gathering. Pray hard that everything will be fine. ^^
From the last update, i had gone for movie "Narnia" together with my buddies - lee cheng, sin yee, tiffany and khan nye (T.T cz lee hoong was not with us). Before going for the movie, we took lunch together at Pizza Hut, as usual and of course, we won't forget to keep each other updated with GOSSIPS while waiting for the time for show. We chatted a lot since we have not been seeing each other for a long time. I'm always myself when I'm hanging out with them and that's what make me feel comfortable when I'm together with them.
Right after the day of having gathering with my buddies, i went to Malacca to meet my KBU friends ( Li Chi, Xing Jing and Yen Shiang) as well as to tour around the city which was once the land of prosperity. It's a four days three nights trip, with Li Chi's "brothers", her mum and herself being either the drivers or tour guides for the entire trip. We visited a lot of historical buildings - the muziums, the church the castles, and we tasted a lot of local delicacies there. Yummy yummy! Talking about food, i can never resist its temptation. I love the food there, especially the satay celup!Another tourist spot which we had paid a visit to for twice (due to the inco-orperative weather) was the Portugese Village. It's a lovely residential area dominated by portugese people and it's definitely a perfect place to celebrate the always-merry-and-cheery X'mas! *jingle bell~jingle bell~jingle all the way~* WOW! i love X'mas!
Finally, it came to yesterday where i went for Yum-Cha with my secondary@primary school classmates - Zhen Ying, Mae and Joanne at Tea Time. Initially, I was worried that I might have no idea on how to start a conversation with them (plus i was extremely sleepy at that time) but glad to say that, eventually it turned up to be a wonderful meet-up. I enjoy chatting with them and before we went our own ways, i received a soft toy - an orange elephant from zhen ying and mae. Hehe! thanks ^^
Gathering ~ Malacca trip ~ Rendezvous ~
SO, what's next?
Today is X'mas eve. My Nasional Service Camp friends from Labis, Kota Tinggi and Bentong are coming to Kuantan. haha! Yea! it's time for gathering again! but OH NOOOOOooo.... I'm gonna be sprayed like crazy tonight. Spare me pleasezzzzz~OR anyone wants to save me? =p Die lo....
I'm looking forward to the gathering with my NS friends but i can't help letting the shred of worry to spoil my excitement. The same concern I have for every gathering. I'm afraid I can't get into the mood of gathering. Pray hard that everything will be fine. ^^
12.17.2010
Guilty
I am overwhelmed by the sense of guilty everytime i sit in my room doing my own things, either online or read storybooks.
"One is watching movie, one is playing games, one is onlining and we both watch TV!"
"We both don't know how to online and use computer, so we have no choice but to stare at the television for the whole night. "
Though they said in in a very casual manner and with broad smile on their faces, I know they are signalling something, something that has been bordering me since the day i discovered it. I did do something to overcome this problem. I chatted more with them. I tried to make conversation with them. I watched news together with them and I gave my comments and point of views on what's happening around. BUT I don't think all these are enough. They still feel the same way.
The worst thing now is, I seem to be the only one who realise about this problem and trying to make a change. I'm tired to do it all alone. he is too innocent to recognise this as a problem while He, I have no idea whether he dunoe or he just pretends not knowing anything.
I feel guilty for being part of the cause of this problem. He's sad. I'm not certain about this but at least if i were him, i will feel sad and disappointed. Though sad and disappointed, he still continue to shower us with love and care.
This family is lack of UNITY.
I wish upon the star, one day things will change~
"We both don't know how to online and use computer, so we have no choice but to stare at the television for the whole night. "
Though they said in in a very casual manner and with broad smile on their faces, I know they are signalling something, something that has been bordering me since the day i discovered it. I did do something to overcome this problem. I chatted more with them. I tried to make conversation with them. I watched news together with them and I gave my comments and point of views on what's happening around. BUT I don't think all these are enough. They still feel the same way.
The worst thing now is, I seem to be the only one who realise about this problem and trying to make a change. I'm tired to do it all alone. he is too innocent to recognise this as a problem while He, I have no idea whether he dunoe or he just pretends not knowing anything.
I feel guilty for being part of the cause of this problem. He's sad. I'm not certain about this but at least if i were him, i will feel sad and disappointed. Though sad and disappointed, he still continue to shower us with love and care.
This family is lack of UNITY.
I wish upon the star, one day things will change~
12.16.2010
An Unexpected Busy Day
4.57am - what a dream! her scary eyessss!! luckily, it's just a dream
9.37am - another nightmare i had ! I was a warrior ?!! Fighting with enemies who i couldn't even recognised myself ?!! Putting my best effort ever to save a baby who had being LIMBLESSened by the enemy?!! ~scarry yerrrr~
Though i had two nightmares in one night, i still feel reluctant to get off from the bed, not for the fact that the bed is too comfortable (although it is), but i still don't have the plan in my mind what i wanna do today. There's nothing that i was looking forward to and i felt so aimless. I knew, i was going to squander away the time just like that. However, in the end, i did force myself to wake up and went for breakfast with my mum.
After coming back from breakfast, first thing first, ONLINE & FACEBOOK & MSN, my holiday daily routine. ^^ Thinking about yesterday MPYO, i thought of finding out more about it but eventually i was stuck in all my friends' blog posts which i had long didn't read.*sorry sorry sorry*=.= Then i suddenly became very very very and super busy - busy leaving comments, busy replying comments, busy chatting with many many people. ermmm... how should i start telling about this? it's just all of a sudden, i become so POPULAR. *爱脸a bit here*
I couldn't really remember the sequence of people come find me to chat but i did remember i took the initiative to find winjing to chit chat a bit. While i was chatting with winjing, talking with her about her interest in painting which i had just found out T.T, then xing jing sent me a nudge through msn as usual (her way to say hi to me).An idea of joining her and yen shiang having a vacation in malacca suddenly popped up in my mind. So, i discussed with her about it and finally made the decision to join them for Malacca 4 days 3 nights trip. hoorey! Another activity for my holidays but i was afraid of missing them so badly again because i had just got used to the life without seeing them everyday. Still, i will join them!^^
Then, Siez Kit find me on facebook. I couldn't really remember what he had shouted out to me in fb but i remembered we crabbed a lot. Then TBC's turn to find me, asking me something about the If-We-Cannot-Fly plan. He's always the best secretary that we can refer to whenever we have problems regarding forms and JPA stuffs. So i asked him about how to fill in the super troublesome borang keselamatan. While i was going through the questions that i didn't know how to answer, one of my good friend, Sin Yee find me, offered me a free ticket to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollow. FREE?!! Harry Potter?!! when? what time? Today 3.20pm. ON! hihihihihi. One and a half hour to go but i had lots of stuffs to do at that time. Chatting with xing jing, checking bus ticket, reading blogs, filling in forms, and i still have lunch haven't taken yet and not getting ready to go for movies. phiewww... busy busy busy!
3.20pm - I was in the cinema, watching Harry Potter! Hermonie had grown up a lot. She's taller, prettier and more woman-like now (plus she's intelligent ). I truly enjoyed the whole movie! Thanks to Sin Yee again! the second free ticket that she had offered to me (although in the end i did offer to pay for it). ^^
Back to home and here I am - blogging while chatting with a lot of people again. hehe! =)
Actually the whole point of writing this blog is ... let's look at the beginning. I started off my day feeling so aimless, empty but many unexpected things happened and they filled up the emptiness in me. What i'm trying to say here is there're always unexpected things happen in our life, be them good or bad. As long as we continue to live and don't lose the strength to move on, there will be a chance for changes to take place. ^^
9.37am - another nightmare i had ! I was a warrior ?!! Fighting with enemies who i couldn't even recognised myself ?!! Putting my best effort ever to save a baby who had being LIMBLESSened by the enemy?!! ~scarry yerrrr~
Though i had two nightmares in one night, i still feel reluctant to get off from the bed, not for the fact that the bed is too comfortable (although it is), but i still don't have the plan in my mind what i wanna do today. There's nothing that i was looking forward to and i felt so aimless. I knew, i was going to squander away the time just like that. However, in the end, i did force myself to wake up and went for breakfast with my mum.
After coming back from breakfast, first thing first, ONLINE & FACEBOOK & MSN, my holiday daily routine. ^^ Thinking about yesterday MPYO, i thought of finding out more about it but eventually i was stuck in all my friends' blog posts which i had long didn't read.*sorry sorry sorry*=.= Then i suddenly became very very very and super busy - busy leaving comments, busy replying comments, busy chatting with many many people. ermmm... how should i start telling about this? it's just all of a sudden, i become so POPULAR. *爱脸a bit here*
I couldn't really remember the sequence of people come find me to chat but i did remember i took the initiative to find winjing to chit chat a bit. While i was chatting with winjing, talking with her about her interest in painting which i had just found out T.T, then xing jing sent me a nudge through msn as usual (her way to say hi to me).An idea of joining her and yen shiang having a vacation in malacca suddenly popped up in my mind. So, i discussed with her about it and finally made the decision to join them for Malacca 4 days 3 nights trip. hoorey! Another activity for my holidays but i was afraid of missing them so badly again because i had just got used to the life without seeing them everyday. Still, i will join them!^^
Then, Siez Kit find me on facebook. I couldn't really remember what he had shouted out to me in fb but i remembered we crabbed a lot. Then TBC's turn to find me, asking me something about the If-We-Cannot-Fly plan. He's always the best secretary that we can refer to whenever we have problems regarding forms and JPA stuffs. So i asked him about how to fill in the super troublesome borang keselamatan. While i was going through the questions that i didn't know how to answer, one of my good friend, Sin Yee find me, offered me a free ticket to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollow. FREE?!! Harry Potter?!! when? what time? Today 3.20pm. ON! hihihihihi. One and a half hour to go but i had lots of stuffs to do at that time. Chatting with xing jing, checking bus ticket, reading blogs, filling in forms, and i still have lunch haven't taken yet and not getting ready to go for movies. phiewww... busy busy busy!
3.20pm - I was in the cinema, watching Harry Potter! Hermonie had grown up a lot. She's taller, prettier and more woman-like now (plus she's intelligent ). I truly enjoyed the whole movie! Thanks to Sin Yee again! the second free ticket that she had offered to me (although in the end i did offer to pay for it). ^^
Back to home and here I am - blogging while chatting with a lot of people again. hehe! =)
Actually the whole point of writing this blog is ... let's look at the beginning. I started off my day feeling so aimless, empty but many unexpected things happened and they filled up the emptiness in me. What i'm trying to say here is there're always unexpected things happen in our life, be them good or bad. As long as we continue to live and don't lose the strength to move on, there will be a chance for changes to take place. ^^
Alright! Good night everyone. It's exactly 1.05am now. i am way away from the time for beauty sleep already.
zZz...tata!
Badminton + long-hour chit-chat + orchestra
Yesterday (15.12.10) was a busy day for me. Early in the morning, as promised, i had a "reunion" with my badminton kaki - Yeoh Mei Yin (ah Mae), Yee Zhen Ying and Pang Zyu Wenn. This time, we didn't follow the tradition. WE used to play badminton at 8am or 8.30am but from the past experiences, due to the fact that WE all had difficulty in making it at 8am sharp, so we changed it to 10am but surprisingly to find that, THEY (not WE anymore =p) still facing the same problem as last time. Anyway, it's holidays so it's alright! ^^
The second tradition that we had disobeyed was the time duration for our reunion. From the usual two-hour play that we usually had, we had shortened it to one-hour play. At first i was quite disappointed with the sudden change but it turned out to be i couldn't waited for the one hour to pass. I don't enjoy the game? NO NO NO. Don't misunderstand! It's just because I was more excited to chit chat with them than playing badminton. ( Honestly, play badminton is just a reason for us to meet up because the time we spend on talking > the time we spend on playing badminton ) hehehehe! We had not met for a long time and there're tons of stuffs that we wanna tell each other.
Right after playing badminton, as promised, we went yum cha at Jazz Cafe - a new restaurant for me but not really for others anymore. Hihihihi! I ordered pork chop for "breakfast" and it had really gave me a good shock as the pork chop is really just chopped-into-smaller-pieces pork with the tiny scanty thai sauce. I thought it's supposed to have at least french fries or salad. Pathetic! >< *black list the shop but only for the pork chop and whatever chop sold there*
After yum cha-ing, I was supposed to go home already but I 心血来潮 want to go to zhen ying's house - the house that i had paid a visit to SOOooo frequently once upon a time. *reminisce* It's still the same house with the same outlook, new and comfortable. It's still having the same sofa, same lighting and only an addition of some new decorations. I still remember how to make my way to the restroom without her guideline. Everything still looked the same. A sweet, lovely and comfortable house! We chatted a lot and we talked about almost everything. I-phone, college life ( her's was in Taiwan and mine was in KL), friends, classmates, games, songs, books, movies ... ... It's so relaxing chatting with her and she's still the Zhen Ying that i used to know. That's great and wonderful! We were talking and talking and talking ,not realising that it's already 3 something, which means we had chit-chatted for almost 3 to 4 hours. Time really flied when we were indulging in something. ^^
Around 3.30pm, i went home with three storybooks highly recommended by zhen ying - 九把刀's book, The lightning thief andddddd TWILIGHT! Though I'm a bit out-dated already but it's still alright for me. Yay! i had something else to do now in this long holidays. =)
On that night around 8.30pm, i went for an orchestra performace by MPYO ( Malaysia Philharmony Youth Orchestra) with my lil bro. Rm50 per entry but i got two tickets for FREE! thanks to Sin Yee! It's really a great performace conducted by Kevin Field. Only three songs were being performed but they could last for 2 hours with 2o minutes break after the first two songs. Thumb up to all the conductor and all the future musicians! I saw only an exciting story being displayed in front of me when they were performing. From a slow intro, it developed into an exciting climax, then with an abrupt and unexpected turning point, then it finally ended with a heart-warming closure. Well done well done! It really enlightened my mood after being screwed by ppstream!!!
That's my day! Overall, i was HAPPY and SATISFIED !^^
The second tradition that we had disobeyed was the time duration for our reunion. From the usual two-hour play that we usually had, we had shortened it to one-hour play. At first i was quite disappointed with the sudden change but it turned out to be i couldn't waited for the one hour to pass. I don't enjoy the game? NO NO NO. Don't misunderstand! It's just because I was more excited to chit chat with them than playing badminton. ( Honestly, play badminton is just a reason for us to meet up because the time we spend on talking > the time we spend on playing badminton ) hehehehe! We had not met for a long time and there're tons of stuffs that we wanna tell each other.
Right after playing badminton, as promised, we went yum cha at Jazz Cafe - a new restaurant for me but not really for others anymore. Hihihihi! I ordered pork chop for "breakfast" and it had really gave me a good shock as the pork chop is really just chopped-into-smaller-pieces pork with the tiny scanty thai sauce. I thought it's supposed to have at least french fries or salad. Pathetic! >< *black list the shop but only for the pork chop and whatever chop sold there*
After yum cha-ing, I was supposed to go home already but I 心血来潮 want to go to zhen ying's house - the house that i had paid a visit to SOOooo frequently once upon a time. *reminisce* It's still the same house with the same outlook, new and comfortable. It's still having the same sofa, same lighting and only an addition of some new decorations. I still remember how to make my way to the restroom without her guideline. Everything still looked the same. A sweet, lovely and comfortable house! We chatted a lot and we talked about almost everything. I-phone, college life ( her's was in Taiwan and mine was in KL), friends, classmates, games, songs, books, movies ... ... It's so relaxing chatting with her and she's still the Zhen Ying that i used to know. That's great and wonderful! We were talking and talking and talking ,not realising that it's already 3 something, which means we had chit-chatted for almost 3 to 4 hours. Time really flied when we were indulging in something. ^^
Around 3.30pm, i went home with three storybooks highly recommended by zhen ying - 九把刀's book, The lightning thief andddddd TWILIGHT! Though I'm a bit out-dated already but it's still alright for me. Yay! i had something else to do now in this long holidays. =)
On that night around 8.30pm, i went for an orchestra performace by MPYO ( Malaysia Philharmony Youth Orchestra) with my lil bro. Rm50 per entry but i got two tickets for FREE! thanks to Sin Yee! It's really a great performace conducted by Kevin Field. Only three songs were being performed but they could last for 2 hours with 2o minutes break after the first two songs. Thumb up to all the conductor and all the future musicians! I saw only an exciting story being displayed in front of me when they were performing. From a slow intro, it developed into an exciting climax, then with an abrupt and unexpected turning point, then it finally ended with a heart-warming closure. Well done well done! It really enlightened my mood after being screwed by ppstream!!!
That's my day! Overall, i was HAPPY and SATISFIED !^^
THE END.
(It's time to O O le...Nite nitez~*snoring*)
(It's time to O O le...Nite nitez~*snoring*)
12.12.2010
Sarawak Trip
There're a few posts that i have written in these few days but always, i just wrote until halfway then i start to give up in writing already. I have a lot of things to share but always it's the failure in finding the right words to express them out that causes me to stop writing. zZz....WHATEVER...
Just some brief update about myself here...
29.11.10 - 05.12.10, i went to Sarawak together with my coursemates. What a wonderful city Kuching is and i truly enjoy the whole trip. It's so relaxing and i felt like i was at home when staying in my friend, Raphael's house. When we were at home, we can do anything we like, sleep and wake up at anytime we want. We even have free laundry service special provided by Raphael's mum's which had solved the problem that we had for not having enough clothes to wear. hehehe!
In the seven-day trip, we toured around Kuching, enjoying the breath-taking scenery of the not too ulu, not too modern city. Though it's quite a developed city, its pollution level is not high, judging from the clear blue sky together with white fluffy cloud that can be seen clearly in Sarawak. The roads there are wide and the whole city is full of greenery. The houses here are big, wide and most importantly, the houses here have very beautiful design. One special thing that i found out about Kuching is, not the city has a lot of cats, but it has a lot of roundabouts with very big surface area and super long name. I truly enjoy the whole trip and even the journey from one destination to another destination. We SANG a lot and that's really FUN! Chinese songs, English songs and Korean songs are all out. Rock songs, hip hop songs, rap and emo songs are all out! Woohoo!!! NICE!
Besides beautiful landscape that Kuching has, there are a lot of nice and special food that can be found there. Oh !! I still miss the Kolo mee, Char Da Lam Dam and the 4 layers tea there...They are so nice and we can never find them in West Malaysia! They are only available in Sarawak. Yerrrr...Not FAIR at all! Even the names of the food here are very different from West Malaysia's. We called it 干捞面，they called it 哥罗面。We called it ABC, they have something else which is quite similar to ABC but they named it White Lady. Most of the Chinese here are 福州人. That's why the food here is very different from West Malaysia's which is dominated by non-福州人. Thanks to Raphael and his family members. Without them, we wouldn't get to taste all the tantalising local food there.
Haha! Of course, i won't forget the celebration of Raphael's 19th birthday. Honestly, that's quite challenging to think of a way to celebrate his b'day since he had the plan for the whole trip which we barely know as it kept changing and we have no idea at all where to buy stuffs that we need to celebrate his b'day. We don't know when can we start preparing and when can we give him the surprise but luckily, finally we made it. Thanks to his mum and lil bro, Roydon, for lending us their helping hands and pakat-ing with us. hihihi! We had Banana Split with coke lollipop on it presented to him on the day we counted down for his b'day and we had 9 inch choconana cake for him too on his b'day night. Everything is banana and chocolate because he likes them so much. hehe! Hope he like the small b'day celebration that we had organised for him.Sabo? I guess the whole bucket of water poured on him when we were washing cars can be considered as sabo already吧!hihihi ^^
Hehe!I don't think this is a brief update about myself anymore. It's entirely about the Sarawak trip which enjoy so much! hihi. Hopefully i can go to Sarawak again, but of course together with my family members. I really want them to taste the super delicious and special food there. hehe! : )
Just some brief update about myself here...
29.11.10 - 05.12.10, i went to Sarawak together with my coursemates. What a wonderful city Kuching is and i truly enjoy the whole trip. It's so relaxing and i felt like i was at home when staying in my friend, Raphael's house. When we were at home, we can do anything we like, sleep and wake up at anytime we want. We even have free laundry service special provided by Raphael's mum's which had solved the problem that we had for not having enough clothes to wear. hehehe!
In the seven-day trip, we toured around Kuching, enjoying the breath-taking scenery of the not too ulu, not too modern city. Though it's quite a developed city, its pollution level is not high, judging from the clear blue sky together with white fluffy cloud that can be seen clearly in Sarawak. The roads there are wide and the whole city is full of greenery. The houses here are big, wide and most importantly, the houses here have very beautiful design. One special thing that i found out about Kuching is, not the city has a lot of cats, but it has a lot of roundabouts with very big surface area and super long name. I truly enjoy the whole trip and even the journey from one destination to another destination. We SANG a lot and that's really FUN! Chinese songs, English songs and Korean songs are all out. Rock songs, hip hop songs, rap and emo songs are all out! Woohoo!!! NICE!
Besides beautiful landscape that Kuching has, there are a lot of nice and special food that can be found there. Oh !! I still miss the Kolo mee, Char Da Lam Dam and the 4 layers tea there...They are so nice and we can never find them in West Malaysia! They are only available in Sarawak. Yerrrr...Not FAIR at all! Even the names of the food here are very different from West Malaysia's. We called it 干捞面，they called it 哥罗面。We called it ABC, they have something else which is quite similar to ABC but they named it White Lady. Most of the Chinese here are 福州人. That's why the food here is very different from West Malaysia's which is dominated by non-福州人. Thanks to Raphael and his family members. Without them, we wouldn't get to taste all the tantalising local food there.
Haha! Of course, i won't forget the celebration of Raphael's 19th birthday. Honestly, that's quite challenging to think of a way to celebrate his b'day since he had the plan for the whole trip which we barely know as it kept changing and we have no idea at all where to buy stuffs that we need to celebrate his b'day. We don't know when can we start preparing and when can we give him the surprise but luckily, finally we made it. Thanks to his mum and lil bro, Roydon, for lending us their helping hands and pakat-ing with us. hihihi! We had Banana Split with coke lollipop on it presented to him on the day we counted down for his b'day and we had 9 inch choconana cake for him too on his b'day night. Everything is banana and chocolate because he likes them so much. hehe! Hope he like the small b'day celebration that we had organised for him.Sabo? I guess the whole bucket of water poured on him when we were washing cars can be considered as sabo already吧!hihihi ^^
Hehe!I don't think this is a brief update about myself anymore. It's entirely about the Sarawak trip which enjoy so much! hihi. Hopefully i can go to Sarawak again, but of course together with my family members. I really want them to taste the super delicious and special food there. hehe! : )
12.05.2010
The last day
After the graduation night, everything is supposed to come to an end already, but with BTN camp, "the last day" was being postponed to 26th of november. 26th of november, it's truly the last day for many of us. Once again, mine was being postponed as i still have Sarawak One-week trip. 5th of december - here it comes, the day that i have made so much prepare for in order to hold my tear. The first time in my life, i feel the sadness and reluctant when the day i gonna separate with friends is around the corner. i can feel the tear rolling in my eyes whenever i think of the day that i'm so afraid of to come.
I'm gonna miss all of you -miss the time that we sing together,miss the day we go to college together,miss the day we hang out at One Utama together,miss the day we do our assignment together and miss the day we go for traveling together.No one gonna sing together with me, no one gonna shoot me like canon whenever they meet me. No one gonna give me a really good surprise during my birthday and no one gonna entertain me when i feel bored, sad, emo and angry. No one gonna ask me "are you alright?" when they sense my emo-ness through my action. No one gonna give me a big teddy bear hug when i break down and feel so helpless. No one gonna bring me to those high-class restaurants for lunch and dinner and no one gonna go hunt for dress and high heel shoe together with me for prom night anymore. No one gonna go try nice and sexy dresses together with me and syok-sendiri together in the fitting room.
Back to my hometown and i will be alone again. i have changed a lot after i stay in PJ for one and the half year. i know myself better now and i know what i want, what i like or in other words, i found my self-identity. I truly think that it's a positive change, a change that i think is necessary for me to become more mature in my thinking which will affect the way i perceive things and the way i act. I'm different from my family members now. I hope that they can change together with me so that we can move forward to a better life in the same pace BUT this is not easy at all. To make a change, first and for most, i myself must be tough and certain with what i want to do.
Gambateh to myself! and FRIENDS, i will miss you all! A heartfelt thanks for the care, concern, love, advices, support, encouragement and help. Thank you for everything.
I'm gonna miss all of you -miss the time that we sing together,miss the day we go to college together,miss the day we hang out at One Utama together,miss the day we do our assignment together and miss the day we go for traveling together.No one gonna sing together with me, no one gonna shoot me like canon whenever they meet me. No one gonna give me a really good surprise during my birthday and no one gonna entertain me when i feel bored, sad, emo and angry. No one gonna ask me "are you alright?" when they sense my emo-ness through my action. No one gonna give me a big teddy bear hug when i break down and feel so helpless. No one gonna bring me to those high-class restaurants for lunch and dinner and no one gonna go hunt for dress and high heel shoe together with me for prom night anymore. No one gonna go try nice and sexy dresses together with me and syok-sendiri together in the fitting room.
Back to my hometown and i will be alone again. i have changed a lot after i stay in PJ for one and the half year. i know myself better now and i know what i want, what i like or in other words, i found my self-identity. I truly think that it's a positive change, a change that i think is necessary for me to become more mature in my thinking which will affect the way i perceive things and the way i act. I'm different from my family members now. I hope that they can change together with me so that we can move forward to a better life in the same pace BUT this is not easy at all. To make a change, first and for most, i myself must be tough and certain with what i want to do.
Gambateh to myself! and FRIENDS, i will miss you all! A heartfelt thanks for the care, concern, love, advices, support, encouragement and help. Thank you for everything.
12.04.2010
我不知道
看着facebook 的主页时，我看到的是很多朋友最新的status update和朋友们的流言。看着看着，想着想着，我发觉自己并没有对在facebook写下自己的最新状况及流言感兴趣，甚至有时候，我会有少少懒得去读他们的post和流言。我这种想法是不是出自于我一向来不太重视朋友或友情的思想呢？
我真的有那么无情吗？我真的有那么的不想知道曾经和我一起共度酸甜苦乐的朋友的最新状况吗？我有吗？我不知道。与朋友保持联络这一回事，我一向来都有在思考。妈妈常常会问我，你还有和某某某某朋友保持联络吗？我的答案常常都是没有。我不知道为什么，我就是找不到推动力去拨电话给朋友，打探他们最近的状况如何，和他们聊聊天，说说闲话。他们在我眼里真的那么没有地位吗？
我怎么可以那么的不珍惜友情呢？但是我真的有那么不珍惜他们吗？每次回到家乡时，我都会出席班级聚会及六位好朋友的聚会。会选择出席并不是纯粹为了出席而出席，而是我真的很想和他们聚一聚，看一看他们到底有何变化。难道这叫不珍惜朋友吗？还是那一句，我真的不知道。
朋友到底是什么？我常常试着去define这个词, 但是我始终找不到答案。这导致我时而很积极地与朋友保持联络，时而却对他们冷漠如冰。我这个人到底在做什么？咳。。。
我真的有那么无情吗？我真的有那么的不想知道曾经和我一起共度酸甜苦乐的朋友的最新状况吗？我有吗？我不知道。与朋友保持联络这一回事，我一向来都有在思考。妈妈常常会问我，你还有和某某某某朋友保持联络吗？我的答案常常都是没有。我不知道为什么，我就是找不到推动力去拨电话给朋友，打探他们最近的状况如何，和他们聊聊天，说说闲话。他们在我眼里真的那么没有地位吗？
我怎么可以那么的不珍惜友情呢？但是我真的有那么不珍惜他们吗？每次回到家乡时，我都会出席班级聚会及六位好朋友的聚会。会选择出席并不是纯粹为了出席而出席，而是我真的很想和他们聚一聚，看一看他们到底有何变化。难道这叫不珍惜朋友吗？还是那一句，我真的不知道。
朋友到底是什么？我常常试着去define这个词, 但是我始终找不到答案。这导致我时而很积极地与朋友保持联络，时而却对他们冷漠如冰。我这个人到底在做什么？咳。。。
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