My uncle's apartment

Villa Mas Apartment, this is where I’m currently staying at, together with my uncle, his wife and my cousin.

A cool apartment is what I can say about it, probably due to the reason that I like hotel-like house and apparently, my uncle’s apartment is exactly like an hotel, better than a hotel due to the facilities available here.

 Its size is just nice, not too big, not too small. Every part of the house is reachable within seconds and most importantly, it has three rooms, with me myself occupy one of the rooms entirely. Yay! I have my own room! Privacy! Freedom!

Let’s see what are the facilities available here. Actually, there’re not much of them and it may sound nothing for you all but still, I like them and DEFINITELY, I will at least go try them out once before I leave on 29^th. First come first, deng deng deng dengggggg! SWIMMING POOL ! Eh! Long time I didn’t swim already leh….I want to swim! I want to swim! I WANT to SWIMMM! Woohoo! Hehehehe! =D 

NEXTTtttt! GYM! Hehehehe! Although there’s no park for me to jog, at least I still can jog in the gym…hopefully the jogging machines in the gym still in good condition, cz according to my uncle, half of the machines in the gym are spoilt! >.< Hopefully ! Hopefully! Pray hard…

Wahaha! Actually, that’s all the facilities provided to the residents in this apartment. Hehe! But there’re “benefits” specially provided to me, the guest – free wifi and fast internet connection (VERY important to me), free food and drinks (available all the time), free access to TV with astro all the time, super lot of DVD movies…Hehehe! Good good good! I like it so much!^^

So, I will make full use of my more-than-one-week stay here and enjoy my life here! =)

Mission failed again =)

After reading them, hopefully, I am not wrong again this time. They sooth my broken heart and once again, I forgive you though it means my mission will fail again.

It's so easy for me to forgive and forget! Joyfulness surpasses the previous disappointments. It's a good thing but I wish they will not be forgotten until you have heard about them.

Once I thought, the YES will be a definite answer from you. The love and care you showered on me makes me believe that my feelings were right until you crashed it by telling me the truth. You never know how much it hurts but seeing you have your heart broken too, with all sorts of ways, I tried to cheer you up. With words, advices, laughter and funny action i welcomed you during that period of time but YOU never know, it's raining inside. A heavy rain. Red.

Once i thought, everything is over already but you crashed it again, even harder than the previous time. Things that i thought only belong to me are now being shared among so many others. Worst still, I gradually lost everything and in the end i left with nothing. Have i done anything wrong? I wonder, I reflect and I ask. Only a simple answer i get from you. That's all!

The third time. Once i thought, everything has changed and it can never be the same anymore. Thought I still don't understand why, I had already accepted the fact. It took me such a long time to stand back up again but here you come again, showering me with love and care. So, nothing has changed actually? What on earth are you doing now? What on earth are you thinking all this while? I'm seriously confused by your words and actions.

Now, I think I know and I hope I'm not wrong again this time. All this while, I'm just using all sorts of ways and giving all sorts of reasons to avoid getting hurt again and again. I still haven't change.

Mission failed again! =)

sweet & romantic dreammm

After trying so hard to get back to sleep, reluctantly, i crawl out from my lovely bed, trying to recall back as much memory as i can before it slips away. Such a SWEET & ROMANTIC dreammmm i had! who on the hell don't want it to last forever? Anyway, at least it enlightened my morning and probably, the rest of my day!

You know what happen in the dream? A handsome guy asked me out for dates and we did get a long quite well. I can't remember much about the guy's physical appearance but he looks so familiar to me and I'm sure i had met him before...somewhere....hmmm...He has long eye lashes...Overall he's quite good looking or at least is my type (that's why I was so happy)..and..height!slightly taller than me and he does have thick (not super thick) eyebrows...hehe!=)

We were deeply in love with each other. Though we both have secret admires but we keep faith to each other. The whole dating process is romantic, sweet. We tease each other a lot and enjoy being together with each other a lot. I can't remember what happen but overall, it's really fantastic!=D

Although it's just a dream, it feels so true for me...Eh! a guy who is my type dating me leh...*happy happy happy*

摆脱从前， 挽回自由

虽然很想念，

虽然很怀念，

但我已经不再期待了，

也因此我不再等待了。

摆脱从前， 挽回自由！

*smiley face*

SORRY

Can i be selfish just for one time?

And make myself invisible for some while?

I don't mean to hurt you

But I have to

SORRY

Unstable

I keep changing my mind because i always see hope in things that have already ended and I'm unwiling to accept the the reality.

Bye, my friend!

Raphael, quite an important friend to me as he had been accompanying and helping me a lot in whatever problems that i encountered, is going to Germany lu...6th of Jan 2011 is the day where he will leave Malaysia.

Taking all the way from Kuantan to KL, one is to send him off and second is to meet my friends from KBU again. On the 6th of Jan, the whole day we were out. From Meng Min's house, we went to Midvalley, then to KL central and to KLIA. By the time, we reached home, we were all in the state of energy deficiency.

I didn't know what kind of feelings do i had in the morning but i can say that, the whole morning, i felt insecure and uneasy. I kept searching for the sense of belonging but in vain. These kind of feelings dragged me into quite a depressed mood and I lost my appetite to eat. Yet, i forced myself to have something for lunch and tried to enjoy it but i really felt like vomitting. =(

However, somehow I manage to pull myself out of depression. I didn't know how can this happen so suddenly but luckily it happened. I wouldn't want to cry in the airport. I laughed a lot, i joked around, i crapped a lot and i snapped a lot of photos (always aware of the camera's whereabout). =) Many of them were surprised to see me react so abnormally but there's really no trying-to-cover-up-something motive in my actions because i had opened up my mind. *I'm not a good actor at all so i can never hide my emotions.

8.30pm, we left the airport. The feelings of sadness and reluctant were not as strong as i thought i would have. I gave the sweetest and broadest smile that i could ever give to him, wishing him all the best in Germany. No tears. =)

Tschiuss to my dear friend! Do take care of yourself in Germany. Don't make me worry about you too much!^^

我是不会放弃的！

整个假期，我天天总是懒得驾车。更厉害的是，我还会用车太大辆的借口来说服自己说：“不驾车吧了吗，没什么大不了！” Hehe!=p 爸爸常说我的驾驶执照简直是考来摆美的。 想一想，爸爸还说得蛮对的，我还真的蛮浪费钱的！所以，昨天晚上我就下定了决心，从今天开始， 我一定要驾车，还要把我的驾车技术给练好。


今天早上，我终于鼓起向妈妈要求要驾车，妈妈却用赶时间的理由来拒绝我。其实我早就预料到这种现象会发生，因为我的驾车技术实在令人担心。失望了一下，但由于我的坚持，最后我还是被允许驾车。

一开始驾车的时候，还蛮顺利的， 至少妈妈没有在喊。但车一停在斜坡后，我的心就开始着急了。车停在斜坡，当要开始走动回时，我的车一不是向后退，就是死活，能够顺利向前走的巴仙数是少之又少的。这一次，我的车尽然死活两次，还要害得后面的van白等一轮的红绿灯。车死活了，我的自信心已经是大大地受到打击，还要让我看到妈妈被惊吓到的表情及后面那位司机不耐烦的摇头，我顿时真的是很害怕要把车继续驾到目的地了。以后我也应该很难再鼓起勇气向爸爸妈妈要求要驾车了。

这不是我第一次失败了。但是这一次的失败，很突然地让我理解到了为什么有些人骑脚踏车跌倒后不敢再骑，accident 后不敢再驾车。其实，如果我是他们，我也会害怕。驾车失败了那么多次，我害怕又我驾的车在公路上会危害到他人。溜冰时跌倒了5次， 如果你问我还要再溜吗，我会迟疑，因为我害怕再跌到。

失败后会害怕再失败时正常的。但是失败后不敢再尝试，那我就很可能会变成一个失败的人。所以，我是不会放弃驾车的！ 我相信我最后一定会成功！=）

Facial Treatment - 1st time !

This is the very first time i went for facial treatment.

Herbaline Beauty House! Thumb up for your fascinating exterior design which had successfully earned my trust on your service at first sight. Anyway, its service is indeed compatible with its captivating outlook - gentle, polite beauticians and about four-class service and facilities. And most importantly, everything had only cost me RM38. (but of course, for the first trial only)

The agonising and torturing process of removing blackheads and pimples, this is what i had prepared for before going for facial treatment but all this is just a quarter of the RM38. There are more included in the package. So, let's see what are them! Here we go!

1. Wash my leg with warm salt water
2. Inhale some kind of warm chemical which will help me in relaxing myself
3. Face being washed with some kind of cleanser (it smells nice)
4. Face massage + body massage
5. Face steaming
6. Eradication of dead skin on my face
7. Removal of blackheads + pimples ( painful but still bearable)
8. Facial mask
9. Face massage + body massage + hand massage
10. Application of toner + moisturiser + pimple-control cream
11. Fish therapy (very *geli*)

Yay! done! This is the whole process of it...It's like going for spa! nice! Hehe =)

My new watch! ^^

Thanks to Daddy & Mummy for buying me a new watch. 

I love is so much!^^

*bought on 01.01.2011

Welcome 2011!

Hahaha! Here comes 2011, a brand new year for everyone of us.

Keep the smile,
leave the tear,
Think of joy,
forget the fear,
Hold the laugh,
...leave the pain,
Be joyous ,
Because it's a brand new year
HAPPY NEW YEAR
to all my beloved family and friends.

*Quoted this from one of my friends post on Facebook. LIKE IT! =) hheehehe

2010年! What had i actually done in 2010? Seriously, i couldn't really remember and I'm sort of lazy to strain my brain to recall the things that i had done all the way from January till December. Doing this, there might be a high possibility that I will mess up things or make things worse. Hihi!

However, there's one thing obvious that i can recognise on myself. I have changed. Being away from family members and staying together with a group of friends from different backgrounds had changed me. A positive change i would say it is and i truly satisfied with it. =)

In this brand new year, i should have some new targets.

1. be more INDEPENDENT
2. be more KNOWLEDGABLE
3. be more CARING & LOVING
   
4. be more EFFICIENT

So, all the best to everyone! Be happy and healthy always.^^