she don't trust me....

why?why?why she don't trust me?why she want to suspect on me...i know i have done something wrong before but please trust me that i never want to do that...i need to do so, not for my own benefit but for everyone...i feel sad for doing that...but i have to...whether i am doing or that or not, i will still hurting anyone of them...please trust me...i know she don't trust me because even there's proof that shows that i never do that again but she still think the same thing...maybe she didn't see that but from her words, i know she don't believe in me at 99% anymore...i am sad...i am dissapointed...is that my fault?i am really sad...whatever my decision, i am hurting anyone of them but at the same time i am hurting myself the most...i am sad but they never know i am sad...they think i don't care about that and i never feel guilty....still the same word , SAD!don't ask me what have happened...i won't tell...but don't worry, i will be alright...