can anyone tell me what it is?

Since the day i went to nasional service, i got some kind of "diseases" i guess....not really serious diseases but it is quite scary....why it is so scary?first of all, it is because i don't know what is the cause of that "disease"....it just happen whenever it likes...the symptoms of the disease is something like mosquito's bites but the size of the "pop-up skin" is thousands times larger than mosquito's bite....at first, the pop-up skin is just very small...about 1cm squared, after 5 minutes, 3cm squared....7cm squared...15cm squared...30cm squared.......OMG!WHAT IS THAT?can anyone tell me?

There's a picture down there...you can check on it!

this "pop-up skin" will go away after one hour...usually one hour...but sometimes it takes hours...it really troublesome me....it is very itchy...if it on my body, then worst...i can't sleep....help me!anyone know the answer i will greet them as doctor....faster! who wants to be the doctor????but please don't just simply give me an aswer......

oh ya!now i am back from ns already...at first i thought that this disease will go away itself...but it never...after shifting to perak, everything still the same!i dunoe what it is?i have seen the doctor before...but the doctor just say that i got some kind of allergic...but i don't think so!help me!

where is all my best friends?

29th of may 2009...where am i now?i am in college matriculation perak...lee hoong together with me...lee cheng and elise are in college matriculation negeri sembilan...sin yee still in kuantan...she is alone there just like tiffany tan, just that tiff is in kl...we, six buddies always together....
we study together,
we play together
we talk nonsense together
we laugh together
we we do "how do our future bf look like" together
we drink good day orange juice together
we go for movies together
we play photohunts together
we do sejarah presentation together
we eat steamboat together
we do homework together
we go to the toilet together
we play badminton together

we...together
we...together
we are ALWAYS together...

BUT now what have happent?

everyone studies at different school, everyone studies in different state...we are no longer together...but i understand that if there is gathering, there will be seperation too....i am sad about that but nevermind....this is what we call life...everyone has their dreams including me myself....good luck to everyone!live a successful life!be a successful person!and the most important thing, never forget that we are one gang of best friends !

life in perak matriculation...

first of all...i got something to tell you all...i am actually writing this blog in perak matriculation....avenue:kompleks pelajar...such a hot place in the afternoon...actually got fans and tables provided but they are fully booked already...who ask me to be so slow...haiz...but nevermind, at least i can online now although i am actually using others' laptop to serve the net...

Perak matriculation-such a nice place for me...it is big, it is clean, it is beautiful and in conclusion, it is nice!it is much more high class than the gambang matriculation...( sure my bro will jealous of me )...i like the environment here...there are many trees here, just like my formal secondary school ( SMK tengku afzan)...the facilities here are quite complete-computer labs, science labs, student corner, library, 7 cafeteria, shop like seven eleven, bistro, clinic, post office, top-up centre for all telecommunication companies, gimnasium, bicycles, bookstores, photocopy shop, kompleks sukan and so on....the most important thing is, there are a lot of food here ( i am scare i will become fat as i eat whenever i am free...++, with money inside my pocket all the time, i can just buy any food i want to eat whenever my food calls come)...

LIST OF FOOD:white rice,fried chicken, vegetables, fruits, chicken rice, mee/mihun/kuey teow soup, soto, laksa noodles, currypuff, pop pia, roti canai, burger, cendol, cincau, air syrup, ais krim and so so so so on....the food is ok...and the price is reasonable....haha!talking about food, i feel like i wanna eat something already...anyone sponsors me some food?hehe!

erm...what else i need to write about matriculation?erm...oh ya! orientation week....quite a boring week actually...we are rushing all the time and we are sweating all the time...one day at least we need to take bath for three times...during orientation week, there are just ceramah, taklimat, kelas moral and no activities...durign ceramah and taklimat session, most of the time i was chating with my friends or playing games in handphone...but we need to be carefull while doing this kind of 'ILLEGAL" action because there are spies who will take pictures of us and display them in slide shows...till that time, everyone will know our act....it is so fish skin!

in overall, orientation week is boring...but there are still some enjoyable moments in the orientation week...first of all is i enjoy every night moral class...we got to know some of the non-muslim lecturers...among so many lecturers, i like puan jane-an english lecturer....she can tell sorry so well...her facial expression, the tone she uses when telling stories, her gramatic word and beautiful descripation make me feel so absorb listening to them...and she understand teenagers, she knows what is in our mind...i like her so much...hoping that she would be my english lecturer...besides that, i enjoy the senamrobik perdana which was held on saturday morning...the music is fast and rock..the movement is beautiful...it was tiring but i enjoy it...

i think that's all from me....hope those who rayu for second intake can get matriculation...you might not be able to adapt to this new environment but later you will miss this place...good luck!

nasional service

6/5/2009, i am back from ns...quite sad actually because i need to seperate with my friends in the kem...friends who had accompany me everyday, every hour, every minute and every second...we spend a lot of time together and we take care of each other throughout the programme....the day before i leave the kem, i manage to let my friends write something on my plkn notebook....i cry when i read what they have written in the book....i always thought that i am not important for them....i always think that without me, they wun feel anything....my absence won't bring sadness to them...BUT, after reading their letter, then only i know actually i am important for them....

20/3/2009 is the day when i first stepped into the kem....about one and the half month i spend my time together with them....sometimes i feel uneasy joining their conversation....their chatting topic don't suit me and i feel like nothing to talk...occasionally, they will gossip about others...they complain about someone's look....they complain about someone's hair...they complain and complain and complain...i don't like to complain about others especially about their look....due to that reason, i feel uncomfortable when everytime they start to complain...one day, i really cannot stand it and i choose to express my fed up feeling on them by writing diary...

two days before i come back to kuantan, one of them had read my diary...i had told her so many times not to read my diary...but the more i say no, the more she feel curious about what have i written in my diary...so, she read, she told everyone about that....and everyone knows i don't like them...

one day before i go home, one of them ask me do i hate them and am i not happy when i am together with them?since she is so straight forward, so i just answer her yes!but no really hate...just feel disgusted on their attitude...they just accept what i said...

i am worry after finding out that they know i don't like then complain other ppl....i am worry they won't tatlk to me anymore....i am worry they will pretend to be good in front of me, not showing me the real face of them....i am so so so worry and in the end, bravely, i ask them will they do so on me....surprisingly, they said they won't and my tears straight away roll down on my cheeks...at the same time, friend that had read my diary said sorry to me...she hope that i can forgive her for 'tresspassing" my privacy....i never thought that they will not feel angry of me for disliking them....but they admit, they really feel shock after knowing about that news....they never thought that i will have that kind of negative feeling on them....

since that moment, i never feel uneasy spending my last day together with them...in fact, that is the happiest time that i have together with them...i am so high for the whole day and i talk a lot on that day....i talk nonsence with them...i disturb them for fun....i become very active and still the same words...i never feel uneasy anymore.....

that night, they sing song to me...JAY CHOW--GEI WO YI SHOU GE DE SHI JIAN...KENANGAN TERINDAH...PENG YOU....i cry....the other friend who will leave the kem on the same day cried too....we feel reluctant to seperate with them....we feel sad....but no choice, we need to study...we must leave the kem....that night too, one of them who can SHUFFLE very well showed her talent to us...actually she don't really want to shuffle...i can see that on her face....but eventually she still do it just because of me and my friend.....that night too, we countdown for one of the friend birthday....

i got JPA scholarship! happy + worry

haha!after trying to check the result of JPA scholarship interview for three times( 5:00pm, 6:30pm and 9:30pm), in the end i got the answer! I GOT jpa scholarships! something that everyone is trying like hell to get it....I GOT IT....of course, my first feeling after knowing this news is happy, unbelieveble, excited....even my parents also feel happy and overjoyed....my mum, who is sidai+ing clothes can't believe that i got jpa and keep asking me to confirm for many many times....my dad, who is sleeping straight away wake up and check on the website together with me to ensure that the news that he get is true...i can feel their happiness....and i am sure they feel proud of me too....i am happy to make them feel proud of me....i think this is the best present for my mum since mother's day is around the corner...

yea!not denying, i am really happy and excited when i know i had eventually make it...but my happiness just last for, i think, 5 minutes....after that, i start to worry....can i get used to the life in other country?with my english level, would i be able to communicate with those mat salleh?and.....going to overseas that means i need to seperate from my dad, mum and my siblings for a long time....can i accept it?har.....i am worry....will i feel lonely when i study in other country?haiz....no answer from me.....