Support

Sometimes, all I need is just some mental and physical support. Facebook is a good place to get the formal support. I did this when I was down and I saw my friends and family members do that. It doesn't help to solve the problem but it helps in motivating me to move on.

I feel loved. Thanks, friends!<3


ps though i do feel myself being very annoying as i keep posting negative status on FB.

First Clubbing Experience

My first clubbing experience, overall is average. I enjoy the music the most... I like the rhythm, the beat...I just let myself flow with the music, dance however i think it is appropriate. I'm quite shy at the beginning but when everyone starts to do the same thing, I get the courage to have a bigger movement in my dance...DON'T image that I'm dancing like those pro dancers in "Step Up"... I have super duper limited dance movement and I really wish I can come out with more movements and something more creative...Liquor drinking, beer drinking... nahhh... they are not really my concern when i was there... For me, they are quite expensive actually... $4 for a bottle of beer before 12am and $7 after 12am... I don't really want to spend on them... but I do interested in training myself to become a better drinker...hihi

This clubbing experience of mine is different from the version that I have been imagining about. Despite my gradual courage in being more engage in dancing, the sense of awkwardness had never reduced. Probably the dance floor is not crowded enough to make whoever is there to at least move with the music; Probably the club is just too small and it makes me feel constrained; Probably there's a lack of interaction or "mo qi" with friends that I'm dancing with. Hmmmm....

It's kind of a good experience in clubbing that I had tonight but it's not a place that I will go very frequent in the future, not only because I find it a dangerous place to go to but also i think it's not a place where my money is worth to spend at. okay la. That's it. I'm lazy to blog about this already.